February 2012
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January 2012
3 posts
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Breaking Down the My Brick Wall.
I was once asked, “Do you normally date good or bad boys?”
I replied, “I don’t date boys, I date MEN. My boyfriend is a man.”
Then I called my boyfriend to tell him I miss him.
The end start.
December 2011
1 post
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Ms. Crazy
I am crazy.
I am psychotic.
I am insecure.
I am possessive.
I am paranoid.
I am my own worst enemy.
I am crazy…about you.
I am psychotically trying to let my guard down.
I am insecure about being vulnerable.
I am possessive of my heart, still scared to just hand it to you.
I am paranoid of letting myself fall again, only to get hurt.
I am me. I can only be me. Call me what you...
November 2011
5 posts
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Reflecting on the reflected.
I try to relax. I try to reflect. My mind is running. I’m having a mind conversation.
I think. And then think too much. It gives me a slight migraine. I try to shake it out of my head. Only the pressure in it weighs in too heavy.
I’m upset because I want to forget, but I can’t. I forgive but I can’t forget.
I cry it out. Again. Again.
I sleep a broken...
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“I learned from my past, I never let it hold me back.”
– -Chris Nucum (CABO CREW)
Sayings like this only help when it comes from someone else. It never helps when you say it in your head and to yourself. NEVER.
*Again, this rooted from me being insecure a few weeks ago.
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“You have Plan B Complex but on the upside at least you dont have Herpes Simplex...”
– -Chris Nucum (CABO CREW)
I had issues with myself a few weeks ago, (and feeling crazy) and leave it to the CABO CREW former bachelor to pull me out of it. Thanks homie!!
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October 2011
10 posts
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“Personally, I don’t care if my man is hairy; I like a manly man. However, he...”
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Yours truly, Tat Jansen
P.S. HAPPY MONDAY!!
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I once knew this girl and guy....
There she is studying, reading, holding her pen, and reading out loud to herself. I use to know her.
I use to know that guy walking up to that girl. She doesn’t even see him walk in. She doesn’t even realize he’s looking over her shoulder until he moves to her side and says hi loudly because she really is studying with earphones on. She’s listening to the John Legend...
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Written 09/26/11
I thought I’d wait for Tender Tuesdays…It sounds better than Tender Mondays.
While sitting at my desk taking and writing down my coworkers weekly vacancy report that I despise doing, his phone goes off. Now his phone is always going off because he manages 5 buildings, does construction in most of the buildings in the company and has a family. So as his phone goes...
Unique, Hand Picked Thrift Clothing: Connecting... →
She is AMAZE!! And she has a deal on SCOUTMOB!! <3
http://scoutmob.com/san-francisco/deal/1574
31rax:
by. STEPH
Besides selling clothes, my genuine intent at 31 RAX is to be involved in people’s lives - to engage, interact, and give to those I come across. I create a connection with everyone I meet. I strive to make an impression by spreading my passion and love of life. And I want to...
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Weekend Shhmeekend.
Saturday after class, I did laundry, showered, and got ready to meet up my first best friend I ever made - Steph at her new store, 31 Rax. I’ve known her since the 2nd Grade and she is hilarious. She has an energy about her that’s addicting!
She closed up around 7pm and we decided we’d just walk around to find a place to eat. Where to eat?!?! I dunno, Go with the flow do...
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Giraffe Test
HAPPY MONDAY!!
Giraffe Test
There are 4 questions. Don’t miss one. 1. How do you put a giraffe into a refrigerator? Stop and think about it and decide on your answer before you scroll down. The correct answer is: Open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe, and close the door. This question tests whether you tend to do simple things in an overly complicated way. 2 How...
Anonymous asked: Where do you do facials?
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“There can be no more thrilling idea of intimacy than connecting with someone...”
– Will Self (via howtogetawaywithcannibalism)
July 2011
7 posts
veritaseeker: Just For Today →
veritaseeker:
July 28, 2011
Secrets and intimacy
Page 218
“We feared that if we ever revealed ourselves as we were, we would surely be rejected.”
Basic Text, p. 32
Having relationships without barriers, ones in which we can be entirely open with our feelings, is something many of us desire. At the same…
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Carbon Sterioxide: The Paradox of Life (Repost) →
sonicdeathyanziboy:
Presented during our NSTP Orientation @ FEU Auditorium, Dec. 12, 2010
The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller…
God wants you to know ... that God is glad that...
June 2011
6 posts
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It’s a feel good Friday! When we get through...
Today I feel like telling the random people that I...
sumlolligo:
Because most people go throughout their days carrying some sort of percieved ugliness about themselves. Not necessarily physical appearance, but also traits and personality. This is so, so heartbreaking.
Everyone, you are beautiful. Each and every one of you. I wish more of you knew this. No one is ugly unless they choose to be.
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Happy Hump Day!!
Happy Friday! I’ll dreaming of vacay in this...
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February 2011
10 posts
4 tags
Happy Friday Everyone!! Who’s going...
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“If a kid asks where rain comes from, I think a cute thing to tell him is...”
A Day In The Life....: Solid as a rock. →
I love my cousin. Here you go…since my mind hasn’t been collected enough to post anything since I got back from Chicago. =)
raaachem:
Ouch. Do you see that Twitter update? Yeah that was for you. Written by someone you know, for the entire world to see. I hate to break it to you but, that just happened.
I know, I know. You want to retaliate. I know you want to say somethin’...
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Anxiety for Sale.
There she is again…doing house chores…and thinking about him…oh God. Why hasn’t he responded to my text. Is my phone working? Is his phone working? Did he forget his cell at work? Did he fall asleep? Did he leave it in the car? Did it get stolen? Did it fall out of his pocket? Maybe I can’t receive text messages right now? Oh God, what if he doesn’t...
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Mid-mid Life Crisis.
I wake up at approximately 6:30 am. No, I take that back…I’ve been hitting the snooze button since 6:30 am. I roll out of bed by 7:00. Brush my teeth in the shower. Tie my hair in a bun. Do my make up. Put on work clothes. Run out of the house at 7:55 am. MONDAY-FRIDAY.
On a perfect commute day, I’m sitting at my desk by 8:30 am drinking coffee out of my Eeyore mug waiting...
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Fine, call me crazy.
Have you ever liked and cared about someone that you start to get separation anxiety when you’re not with them or you haven’t been in the past 48 hours? Okay, maybe I wouldn’t go as far and call it separation anxiety. I guess it’s just how you feel when you miss someone. What is that about?? Is it creepy? Or just plain crazy?? I dunno. But I do know I enjoy his...
January 2011
2 posts
A Day In The Life....: An Open Letter.... →
raaachem:
((This letter is for her. And you, even him, but especially YOU. Men don’t understand that it’s always a competition.))
To All The Girls He’s Loved Before,
I see you.
I see you texting him when he’s sitting next to me. I see the way you make his face change when he sees your name. Sometimes he…
undakuvaluva asked: hi.
December 2010
7 posts
“When I count my blessings, I count you twice”
– a frame from Target
“I like you and I hope you like me too. But I don’t know how to let you...”
– Tat Jansen & a little bit of crazy.
Let’s Do It Again - J Boog